I keep dreaming of pride and waking in winter | fifth wheel press

Read in fifth wheel press’ effervescent issue.

My friend has spilled 
their body glitter 
all over the Potomac, 
and it burns 
like sun on water. 

I can only gasp, or maybe 
vomit—we’re 3 drinks in 
and it’s afternoon. 

Now someone’s laughing, 
palming the place 
between joy and disaster. 
The orange juice 
and vodka sparkling 
up. 

We’ve taken the Wharf 
in small shorts and high boots, 
our bodies demanding 
you shield your eyes. 

The glitter spreads into colonies, 
swirls into the stinking abyss. 

Oh my god, I say, you fucker, 
and they know this means 
I love you. 

A sea bird cuts right through 
the mess and comes out clean. 
We are sweet, I think, 
so sweet, and there’s
the sound of laughter,
and there’s someone 
calling me home.